made in heaven

for somebody like him, it was a loss unbearable, a disease incurable and a pain indelible. Never knew how he cud put himself up still smiling when all he got was himself suffering through strains every time. Drunken was he when he bursted in front of me in tears,quietly then he confronted me of his inner wish to end his life. I was just listening when suddenly he took out a paper and handed it to me which he wanted me to read. It said,"dear god! i end this life in a hope that i will have a better one next time . Sorry dad!i couldn't really be strong like u told me to be. Crushed by the flaws of world i have no wish to continue anymore. I lost my most valuable attiquets so badly,broken into million pieces is my heart now that i cant even join them to make it beat again.You stole my parents away,i didn't say anything!u made me walk along the path where i walked but didn't realised that slowly one by one i lost all of my cherished friends! i didn't say anything. Thought you were still lukin after me when u brought her into my life,i had almost forgotten my fears nd now u stole her too! NOW I'm speechless. Every time,the more i tried to believe in u,the more u made a puppet out of me! i dont have any heeds with u though,i'm just writing this to make sure that i don't suffer no pugartory.I hope u grant me permission to live in the after life which i hope would be better,i have nothing more to ask from u. thanking you....! 

after i finished reading it,he looked at me and said,"post this to god wil u?",he spoke that much and fell from his chair head on to the floor banging his head. I carried him home that night,cant believe he was so drunk that he couldn't even walk! i was so worried that night. The next morning he called me and said that god had sent a reply to him with a gift as a bonus! he read it to me on phone, it read,"dear beloved son,i'm sorry that i made u suffer all tht much which i wud say was rather unintentional,ur dad was worrying abt u when i told him about the letter u sent,he was crying yesterday and was very sad that u wanted to give up. I was furious at first to tell u the truth,how u blamed me for everything,when all i did was nothing but sent u to the world. I was myself crying when i first let u leave from our home up in heaven,cant u see u r valuable to me too! i never want all of u to leave my home and suffer in the world but son,that is the rule which,even i can't break. I am counting all of my children's day of return. Can't explain how desperately i'm waiting to meet all of my children's whom i let go from the very day of our seperation. Your parents had their time served,i must say i was a lil' hasty there and didn't realize you were more in need of them than me but couldn't suffer more separation from my children so i called them to me! don't worry they are safe here with me,u shall see it for yourself when u have your time served there. Son ! u are there just for the time being because thats the rule,your home is here with me with all of us. And ya regarding the purgatory thing,if u do not serve your time well there,i'm sorry that i cannot do anything about it which again is by rule a punishment for those who don't serve enough in earth. And just to update u,i've heard of very brutal punishments being given there,a new addition to it as i've heard is,getting naked in front of angels and getting your arse beaten to red with their sandals! its rather humiliating don't u think??but again,i have nothing to say if u really want to be humiliated that way! lastly,son ! i didn't take your love,don't worry,u wil b thanking me later that i saved u from being with the wrong one. I cant control your choices,thats for u to decide what u want to do. If i were u,i would live my life to the fullest,serve my time there and make the best of it. I hope u won't even think of giving up after reading this letter,if it would make u realize and cherish the life you've got i'll think my purpose of writing u is fulfilled. 
your eternal father, 
god! 


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