without u!

i tried to forget my thoughts about you,


i dranked,i screamed,i abused about you,


spread my lies that it didn't mattered without you,


fuck it,i suck,i cant carry without thinking about you!!


sometimes i try to think it around,will you cry,will it hurt you,when you hear my aching sound


and then i think do you feel the same without me,do you scream,do you cry thinkin aboutt me?


just then consience hits my head,all these shit just because i think about u?


rule out,shut up, bitch i have to carry without you!


my dream of walking with u under the moon light,wildest fantasies to keep you infront of my sight,all of the day and all of the night!


fuck,i suck i know! i am all covered in this smoky fumes, sobbing like a baby,listening to these looney tunes..


and then i think what was that about you? that i became so desperate,so damned without you..


nobody answers though,a voice calms me down,i keep my emotions low, guess life's like this you know,gotta let some things go...


thats all i can write now when i think about you,
(god bless you,bless me too...i hope to meet u again!)


amen..till then i have to carry without you!


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